I know i have been neglecting you much but my life is just uninteresting like that. i have lost my ability to recount the peaks of this 8month holiday…or are there peaks even? valleys, definitely. I cant tell you how ironic it is to be down during this long holiday.
Bangkok was great fun, obviously. The chance to get out of Singapore and away from clubbing and all those nonsense that we do just because we have no lack of time, was fantastic. I wish i can actually be bothered to put pictures up, but they are still nesting in my memory card in sony w150, which cannot be reached due to the treacherous journey – putting my legs down on the floor and gasp, walk to my room. Life seemed to have hit restart, i was literally lifted off my feet. Sadly, 4days zoomed past like a bullet and we were transported back to Sg in no time and laments filled our speech. And once again, we sank back into the monotonous and unsatisfied life we led. Lead.
I pray for a change. anything satisfying. things have gotten too stagnant, im itching for change. Not very happy with the changes that have actually occured, but it isnt drastic so i guess i still can count my lucky stars. extremely self contradictory here, i dont actually know what i want…..
i dont mean to sound like a pessimist but staying at home with nothing to do just gets me thinking. i need to start reading. Procrastinated for far too long cause i still owe the library 45bucks for fines, awesome. Think im getting stoned staring at the computer, too many thoughts zooming past, cant catch all of them. so its just random ruminations here.
School is starting in abt 3 months? and for the first time in my life, first day of school will be lonely. i wont have ru with me anymore 
We got accepted into different courses and different schools, man i cant act all kool with mah sista anymore, like ‘oh yeah, we twinz, we kool. now be our friend or fuck off. ‘ i actually have to make friends boohoo with probably the future pricks of society. Kiddingz, we are actually v friendly just not v comfortable with making first moves thats all.
aye ok hou hui yo qi, TXY
